Quote of the week:

"To say is one thing to practice another "

This is wat we say to some ppl out there who just dun get it! :)

1. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce.
2. How about never? Is never good for you?
3. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public.
4. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter.
5. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a damn word you're saying.
6. Ahhh...I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again...
7. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth.
8. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you.
9. Thank you. We're all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view.
10. The fact that no one understands you doesn't mean you're an artist.
11. Any connection between your reality and mine is purely coincidental.
12. I'm not being rude. You're just insignificant.
13. And your crybaby whiny-assed opinion would be...?
14. If I throw a stick, will you leave?
15. Errors have been made. Others will be blamed.
16. Whatever kind of look you were going for, you missed.
17. I'm trying to imagine you with a personality.
18. Too many freaks, not enough circuses.
19. Nice perfume. Must you marinate in it?
20. Who lit the fuse on your tampon?


Its bad enough being a bad example. Dun drag others wif you.

I'm feeling terrible. Not so unhappy now but yet troubled.
I'm sorry to my frens who are concerned about me.
I also never experienced something like this before.
For the first time in my life, i dunno wat to do. I feel helpless.

Maybe because for the first time it matters to me alot.
Not that the others dun matter to me.
But somehow the feeling is different.

In the past, I have been the one taking.
That's y now i understand the difficulty of giving.

I feel troubled because i dun have an answer.
I feel helpless because i dunno wat can i do to have the answer that i wan.

Are these all excuses? Am i finding excuses?
I wish i have more ideas, more courage or even more ability.

I'm not complaining or blaming anything.
I'm just hoping that's all.
These things are not decided by me.

Back from Japan trip! :)

And oh ya! The 2nd last birthday gift i got this year is a bogu bag!!
Wat i also wanted to get! Was so super surprised and happy lah!
And the funny thing was i told joyce that i'm going to get a new bogu bag
when i go japan and then she took it out of her car and say Nah!
I'm really very happy lah! And she say that was my part 2 gift from our department!
haha! Thank you so much wonderful colleagues & frens!! i'm so super touched!

Xie Xie Ni Men! :)

The last birthday gift was wat i wanted to get last year when i lost my hp.
Sony K850i!! Luckily my plan expired and i could get the phone at a cheaper rate
and most importantly i needed a 3G phone so that i can use it in Japan. JUST NICE!
One day before my trip, my sis bought the phone for me!! Really super grateful to her!
Anyway i know she has alwaz dotes on me. I will appreciates her love!! :)

I can't wait to see my baby niece!! :)

I think this year has got to be the best birthday i ever had.

10th May Saturday At Joyce's house

Thank you for the wonderful surprise everyone planned for me! :)


i'm super touched and really appreciate what you all have done for me!


Thank you for the taking the time out to celebrate for me although everyone's busy.



I really like the present very much! Was wat i needed too. Thank you so much!
Yun mei mei send me pics yo!! hee

6th May My Birthday celebrations this year:


I'm so super happy because i've got such nice frens who gave me such a fantastic gift for my birthday!! haha! Ok mostly thanks to joyce who keep receiving hints from me!!


Joyce bought me this:





What i've always wish to have! I got a deck of red & black version of these cards from Jerric once cause the cards were folded and he doesn't wan dem anymore. but now i finally have my own & in my favourite colour!! Thank you Joyceeee!!

Daphne, Jaclyn & Terry got info from Joyce that i wanted to get an Ipod Touch so they gave me $$$ as present to go buy it!!! OMG! i'm so super happy cos i finally can get my ipod touch!!


Aaaahhh!! can't wait to get my hands on you!!

And that's not all! They even got me a big box of my favourite Japanese snacks!! ok i'm officially cookie monster!! haha! It was a really sweet surprise for me after training & i really appreciate how they tried to hide themselves so that i can't see dem before the surprise! haha!

My colleagues oso celebrated wif me and we had steamboat at suntec Joaquim buffet dinner! haha! i got snacks & a cookie monster strap. (ideas from joyce) She say that was part 1 gift so i'm looking forward to part 2! haha!


Thank you everyone!

A gift of hope.

Name Stella aka Dororo Heicho
Bday 6 may 82
Likes To bite
Wishlist: To open my own shop
To do List:
1. To have a shrot sleep.
2. To bite something each day!
3. To have a shrot sleep again!
4. To keep on drinking
5. To bite again
6. To try not to fall down